Sunday, June 18, 2006
*DON'T READ THIS POST UNLESS YOU ARE REALLY VERY INTERESTED!* i post this cos i want to throw everything out. thanks.
hey. i don't feel like posting in my own blog. i don't know why. and this blog is rather dead. sucks man.
SUNDAY ALWAYS SUCK! life is SO UNFIAR! i WASN'T angry with her! and she is SO SENSITIVE! say i angry! but guess what actually i did?! i wanted to hurry run into my room and cry! i just don't want them to see my tears. and she say I KNOW YOU ARE ANGRY WITH ME! FINE, I THINK I WILL LEAVE. wth! i ALWAYS respect you since young, and now you are saying this! and i received a sms from another her. and tell me to say sorry! BUT I WASN'T ANGRY AND I JUST RAN INTO MY ROOM TO CRY! NOT BECOS IM ANGRY WITH HERRR! isn't my fault ok! even that another her also say that SHE IS SO SENSITIVE! please lah! im so innocent! sighhhh)))): can someone talk to me???? LIKE NO ONE AT ALL! poo! so depressed): feel like crying more! sighhh. and im so unfilial! this yr the first time. NOT saying HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to him. or never even give any card or anything. but i don't care. he doesn't appreciate it! i still rmb last yr i made a b'day card for him. and i don't know how it ended up in my room! i asked him to keep and he reply, YOU KEEP IT FOR ME and giving that kind of expression which he doesn't careat all. i was so sad at that moment. i still rmb it! but it's SO DIFF for my mum. she keeps EVERYTHING that i gave her. including sorry letters! i find im such a loser. i am! VERY! A BIG LOSER! i hope that her can read this. but it will never happen. although she uses the com to play games only. im sad. very sad. i want to talk to somebody and cry somemore)))):
but i just want to tell that her, i still really love you ok. and i will ALWAYS respect you. you are the best grandma!
`joanne))))))))':
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